#emison will always hold a special place in my heart

[agatharioscoven]

The fact that Emison can still make me smile like a fool (of a took) and actually hurt my shoulder for getting excited over Alison saying "I love you" to Emily, in 2025, is kinda ridiculous.

[jimalim]

Your Writing Meme

I was tagged by my absolute favorite @capn-charlie thank you so much!! I’m so incredibly bored today so this helped distract me for a while, plus it was so much fun!!

What is your total posted word count on AO3? (Go to your Works, then click Statistics.)

167278 (105k of this is from one fic btw)

How often do you write?

Not often at all really. I’m so unmotivated when it comes to writing and my attention span is shit, so I really have to be excited about something to write. 

Do you have a routine for writing?

Nope. If anything I plan out most of the fic/chapter in my head while daydreaming at work/before bed, then when I get the urge to write I just sit down and do it. I often don’t do a final read through/proofread session either. I edit as I go, and I don’t have a beta so once it’s done, it’s done. 

What’s your favourite kinks/tropes/pairing?

THERE WAS ONLY ONE BED! I die! sleep fics are my favorite cause they are so intimate and soft. I’m a huge sucker for fluff and these types of scenes are ripe with opportunity for pure fluff! Also: mutual pining where they are completely oblivious of each others feelings. 

I’ve written for Bechloe, Cheronica, Emison primarily but I’ve dabbled in a few other ships. 

Do you have a favourite fic of yours?

You’re Not Alone  my Cheronica epic! I’m so proud of this work. It’s the longest thing I’ve ever written, I feel it’s some of my strongest writing. Rereading it, I can see just how much my writing improved even over the course of the one story. It will always hold a special place in my heart, and thus I will never stop promoting it. 

Your fic with the most kudos?

You’re Not Alone with 646. but since that fic is practically 10x longer than any of my other fics it’s thrown off the metric. My second most is a Choni one shot with 275

Anything you don’t like about your writing?

I have a tendency to be very repetitive in the way I structure sentences. I also use hella comas, which I’m sure are even used properly the majority of the time.

Now something you do like?

My ability to really hit characterization spot on. My goal when writing anything is to make sure I stay as true to the characters as possible because I want my story to feel real, like it could 100% exist in the source material universe. 

I’m tagging: @stanclub @jane-hoppers @archieandrewsprotectionsquad @bugggghead and anyone else who wants to do this!!! Idk who all writes.

[couragehopelovefaith]

Call it nostalgia or whatever, but the original PLL will always hold a special place in my heart and I have rewatched it so many times I lost count and have made my own headcanons. Still, it got me so frustrated at times (especially end- and A-reveal-wise) that I promised myself that I wouldn’t engage to anything else even slightly considering that universe. I just saw some clips from the Perfectionists (and it gave me very happy news about the Emison-break up) but that was it. I’m actually glad about it, especially when it got cancelled after one season (I probably would’ve gotten very frustrated about it if I was a viewer). I avoided the “Original Sin” for quite some time, but since the concept is so different, I decided to give it a chance - and after one episode, I’m completely hooked. I’m glad that they decided to give it another season. “Oh shit, here we go again”, indeed. *sigh* :)

[dhjdb]

I HAVE TO WRITE SOMETHING DOWN ABOUT LAST NIGHTS EPISODE OF PRETTY LITTLE LIARS AND ALL THE EMISON OMG

I dont really know where to start cause words can not express how much last nights episode meant to me omg. So let’s start with the whole Alison is pregnant with Emily’s baby thing. When they actually made this canon in the previous episode I was feeling alot of emotions at once. I was happy because that would mean they would become mommies together, but the Paily kiss completely ruined it for me and made it seem like they were trying to force Emison back together. This episode however they perfectly portrayed what we had all been hoping for Emison when we were theorising about Em’s eggs being fertilised and used to impregnate Ali. We saw both of them really trying to listen to each other, understand eachother and basically acting like a maried couple. The love and the caring for one another couldn’t have been more obvious: The way that Emily kept feeling like she was not aloud to have a say in it because she didn’t want to put that kind of pressure on Ali, and the way that Ali eventually decided to keep the baby because Emily really wanted her to. Now I have to give the writers of this episode and especially Troian, for directing it, alot of credits for the way they portrayed Paige this episode. I hated Paige and have so since the beginning. I hated how she never showed any signs of big character development and idk I just couldn’t stand her. This episode however, she probably showed one of the biggest character development out of all the characters on Pretty Little Liars (apart from Alison but we’ll get to that later). She handled everything so very mature and respectfull towards both Emily and Alison. And when she sortof broke in to Alison’s house to show her remorse, I actually liked her. I also appreciate her asking whether Alison loves Emily (BECAUSE ALISON FINALLY ADMITTED IT BECAUSE OF THAT BUT ILL GET TO THAT LATER OMG) but because it shows that she just wants to check and make sure she leaves Emily in a safe environment. Now Alisons reaction to when Paige asked her whether she loves Emily is sO IMPORTANT OMG. At first you see how she immediatly shuts Paige out, and closes herself off. This just shows how afraid Alison is to let anyone come close and how little practice she has had with opening up. But after Paige stays kinda calm and touches the vulnurable spot in Alisons heart (the fact that Emily does love Alison and that might have made her so afraid and have her do such terrible things), she finally opens up fot the first time in 7 seasons. She was so increadibly vulnurable at that moment. And even though she did not say the words “yes, I love Emily”, she described exactly what it feels like to be in love. In her eyes and in her voice you can hear and see how afraid she is of these feelings, but you can also see a clear realisation: she now knows she does love Emily. And honestly Sasha did such a great fucking job in this scene omg. For me, Alison admitting her feelings for Emily is so important and I can not use enough words how much this scene meant to me. I cried like a baby the whole scene and mostly for the rest of the episode as well. When I first had the guts to admit to myself that I liked girls, Emily was the first and only representation of myself that I had yet seen or known. Emily and her whole coming out storyline plus the rest pf her storyline therefore hold a very special place in my heart. The fact that Emily found out she liked girls after realising she was in love with one of her best friends made me identify with her even more, since the exact same thing happened to me. This is also why Emison holds such a special place in my heart: wanted to see my story represented further and get a happy ending. Because I felt so represented by Emily, I also simoultaniously fell in love with Alison. And to be honest, Alison’s character development is by far the best one on this entire show, maybe even the best character development I have ever known. As Hanna Marin would say: “people change, they grow”. And boy did Alison grow into a better and more beautiful person! (And now we know she did it because sHE WANTED TO BE THE BETTER VERSION OF HERSELF THAT EMILY ALWAYS SEES IN HER SO SHOW IT OFF TO EMILY OMG) I also think it was very important for Alison to admit these feelings to Paige first. This was her first step to realising and admitting she is in love with Emily, and she knew Paige would not laugh at her or judge her because Paige feels the same way about Em (sometimes it was kinda hard to tell though but whtever). Everyone who is angry and sad that Ali should have admitted these feelings to Emily in person, Relax. She will, in time. A process like this, whether you wanna call it coming out or just admitting to yourself that you have been in love with someone for 10 years, takes time. Ali has never learned how to open op to somebody and to let someone truly get close, so she will do this step by step. I honestly hope that Emison gets a happy ending because both Emily and Alison deserve to finally be happy whilst loving eachother. And now Im gonna stop talking cause ive rambled alot and my fingers are hurting because im typing so agressively😂